Confused !!! But the title is not a mistake, it is like that…

That was the worst time of my life. I had caught to study something that I do not want to do also I know that it was not gonna worth me. At least not of the order I had to put the effort in. But I have to, the silly formalities of the institute because of some silly decision being made once and nobody take enough pain to re-look into it.



 Before coming to Jhansi, I was working at Chennai in a Software firm as a Senior Software Engineer. I gave GATE 2010 examination in fun mode in month of February, 2010 but I was shocked (On March 15, 2010 at 1115 HRS) when I heard the result from my brother.I took full day leave(At 1200 Hrs) and went to room in Triplicane. After that i went to Marina Beach and jumped in sea. Because i achieved some thing which i never thought.  I went to many places for admission and filled n number of forms but at last I got admission in BIET, Jhansi. I made some friends during the counseling time. Couple of interesting events occurred which I am sharing here. First event fight with the guy and guy became my room in-mate now. One madam gave me advice to take the admission in that specialization which i did not like(But the seats of that specialization was full when my number came).

At the end of the day I got the admission letter from university officials and said good bye to the friends. I also exchanged my number with the guys. I went to my house. I was totally confused what to do as I am not interested to pursue M.Tech. At late night I had a telecon with my friends Mohan & Ramanath. Both friends suggested me to pursue the P.G. course.

Morning I told to my parents that “I am ready to pursue P.G. from BIET, Jhansi”.    

Next two days I was busy with sad heart. I wept many time (Believe eight times in time spam of 50 Hours) in the house lonely as “I am going to loss my job”. I did not able to sleep that two nights. I knew that it was a very tuff task to me to study and "Study in a Campus". Again opening the books, reading the book and giving the Assessment Test. I said to myself "Lets Try". Because in Software Industry i learn one thing "Never Accept Defeat" as no requirements were/are clear at any stage of the project except final stage). 

My brother booked the waiting ticket in night train. Ticket did not confirm. I packed my cloths and accessories. I arranged money from my account for fees.